To be real honest, these past few days have been really rough. Annoyingly rough. While I've had my struggles over the last few years, the teetering thoughts and anxiety these past few days have both made me fearful and frustrated. I wanted a reason why I was feeling that way. I couldn't figure one out … Continue reading Life Keeps Moving On.
This is who I am inside. This is who I am, I'm not gonna hide. 'Cause the greatest risk we'll ever take is by far, to stand in the light and be seen as we are. I looked through what seemed like thousands of pictures today. There were pictures from when I was a baby … Continue reading Stand in the Light.
You stumble through your days, got your head hung low. Your skies a shade of grey. Like a zombie in a maze, you're asleep inside. But you can't shake away. 'Cause you're just a dead man walking, thinking that's your only option. But you can flip the switch and brighten up your darkest day. Sun … Continue reading Come Alive.
On my way home from my mini vacation yesterday I had to pass by what I have known as "The Rest Area of Shame" for the past three years. Each time I pass it, there is a feeling of shame, regret, or embarrassment, sometimes all three. Sometimes it really doesn't bother me at all. Three … Continue reading The Rest Area of Shame.
"Ogres are like onions. Ogres have layers. Onions have layers. You get it? We both have layers." -Shrek "Life is like an onion. You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep." -Carl Sandberg I don't know if you are as shocked as me that there is a quote connecting … Continue reading Ogres and Onions.
Heartbroken.I've decided that's how I'm feeling today. Granted, that's turned into a spiral of feeling miffed and alone and frustrated, but the core of this spiral for the past couple days has been feeling heartbroken.I feel like there have been a flood of memories surfacing and it's too much for me to process fully. I … Continue reading Nowhere.
The time you have in jelly beans...incredible to think about it...watch below. 🙂 I have been reminded in more ways than one how short this life is. Recently I've been reading more and more and I have learned so much about my essential self-who I am made to be. I've learned about saying no. Saying … Continue reading Now is My Time.